finally getting happier :) just get me a job and then life will be sweeeeet
fed up of feeling like this now, I don’t think anyone quite understands what it’s like and I don’t want to bore anyone and seem needy but then I just get super fucked and act like a complete idiot and then push the few people I need even further away. this sucks. I just want to be better already.
I am so scared I’m going to gain weight, like really, really terrified. Like it’s the only thought going through my mind and it’s not making me concentrate.
Ugh